This is Declan. A happy, handsome, athletic, fun-loving little six year old.
Declan loves to be on the move, like most little boys, but even especially so. He goes on runs with us, is always jumping on the trampoline, and literally climbs the walls in our home. We are always amazed by his strength and stamina. Even though we have six other kids, I would say Declan is the most active of the bunch.
Anyway, we got two inhalers, sent one to school with him, and kept one at home. I think we used the inhaler once, when he was having trouble breathing after running around. It's very hard to give a three-year-old an inhaler treatment before exercise when you have no idea when they will run off to play and start "exercising". But the daily dose of Singulair at night seemed to be doing the trick and he took his "pink football" pill faithfully each night.
Fast forward three and a half years, and Declan was still taking Singulair daily. As a student, I think his teachers would describe him as quiet and shy, but at home, he is loud and has a lot of quirks. We always assumed that's just Declan. He has always been a "nervous nelly" and gets visibly anxious and uncomfortable with making decisions and eye contact with strangers. He had a period of time when he was stuttering, and Phil and I worked hard to make sure we were giving him our full attention when he was talking to us so as to help him get his words out in his own time manner. In a house full of kids, little things can go unnoticed, but Declan's "things" were very noticeable. He started having facial tics, where he would open or manipulate his mouth a certain way, or stretch out his neck, or roll his eyes. He moved his eyes in this strange way so often that we had his vision checked because I thought he might be having trouble seeing. Whenever I asked him why he moved his face that way (after a tic) he would say "I don't know, I just have to." We chalked it up to Declan being an anxious kid and tried extra hard to give him more hugs, attention, anything that might seem to assure him.
More mornings than not, Declan would come into our room and tell us about his dream in such detail and for so long, that I was sure he was just making it up. How could anyone always seem to have dreams that they can remember like that? He has also developed an intense hatred of anyone who sniffs around him. It drives him up a wall and he screams at them and cries and runs off because he can't stand it so much. All of the kids have learned to tell him to cover his ears before they sniff, then he asks "finished? finished?" until they give him a thumbs up and he uncovers his ears. It's actually very funny to watch his little brother have enough foresight and knowledge to give Declan a heads up before he needs to sniff. But Declan's reaction is not funny, and we have tried everything we can think of to help him get over this...lots of go sit by yourself until you can collect yourself, try to give it up for Lent or New Year's resolution, calmly explaining that people sniff by accident and they are not purposefully trying to make you upset. Nothing has worked.
Over Christmas break, Declan's Singulair ran out, and for some reason, the pharmacy didn't have the next one ready for pickup (we were on a monthly refill plan). We called the pharmacy to get the prescription refilled who said they had to call the doctor to okay it. Then the pediatrician called us at 7:30 at night (she's great) to make sure that we knew that the FDA had issued a Black Box Warning (their strongest warning) on Singulair. We did not. She said there have been adverse side effects associated with it, and she was okay with us refusing the prescription and just using the inhalers as needed. Of course, we quickly googled side effects to find:
Those taking montelukast (Singulair) who exhibit mood changing behaviors should immediately report symptoms to a healthcare provider. These can include bad or vivid dreams, depression, disorientation or confusion, feeling anxious, hallucinations, irritability, restlessness, stuttering, and uncontrolled muscle movements.
Ummmmm, excuse me???
Declan has bad/vivid dreams, he is anxious, he is irritable (nose sniffing), he is restless (always needs to be doing something, playing something, eating something), he occasionally stutters, and he has UNCONTROLLED MUSCLE MOVEMENTS (facial tics).
All of these issues he has been dealing with, we assumed were "just Declan" but they are side effects from the Singulair! We were equal parts shocked, mad, and relieved to have figured it out. The poor kid! I never in a million years would have thought his behaviors were side effects from a supposedly safe drug. I think it would have been more obvious if he had been older when he started taking Singulair because the change in behavior/personality would have been clear, but he was just a toddler when he started so we were still watching him grow into who he was.
So what now? Well, he is done with Singulair and we are hoping he will not have too many asthmatic reactions but we have the inhalers just in case. We are also reporting the side effects to his pediatrician, just to have them on record. He has been off of Singulair for about two weeks now, and without knowing anything about these side effects, and without any prompting, he told me at dinner last night that he "doesn't feel like he has to move his face anymore". Heartbreaking and wonderful.
We are wondering if this happening at the same time when a new vaccine for you-know-what has been released is a sign to really rethink about how we want to handle vaccinations. When a drug like Singulair has been deemed safe, studied for years, and can still produce surprising adverse side effects... then how safe can a new vaccine be without any long-term studies? We had already decided we wouldn't voluntarily get the vaccination, but what happens if it's mandated for school, work, or travel? Why do we need to be vaccinated against something with a 99.9% survival rate anyway? Lots to think about and I hope Declan's tale can be helpful to anyone who has not connected certain behaviors with medications. Don't be afraid to ask questions and find answers, your health deserves it.
{Read more about the Singulair warnings here}
WOW!!!!! How scary! I am praying that all the side effects completely go away once this is completely out of his system. I am worried about the vaccine. My mom (she's 76) definitely wants to take it but I'm not so sure I want to risk it for myself and my kids. I have a feeling that in order for Peter to go to college in the fall he will have to take it. There are just so many unknowns...
ReplyDeleteAgreed, though I am feeling better about it the more I learn.
DeleteI think your perspective is very good. Healthy children ARE the norm, not the exception.
ReplyDeleteRe: the vaccine, I think it is wise to consider whether or not it is a good choice. We will not be getting it. Though, we all currently have covid (it's an unpleasant flu-like experience, but the only remarkable part is the fact that my sense of smell has entirely vanished) so I suppose we should be immune once we're well via natural immunity. Similarly we don't get the flu vaccine - we are not high risk, and the flu is not a mortal or dangerous disease for most people. I am astonished at how many people are eager for the vaccine that has had no time to be studied, and happily assume it is perfectly safe. Thalidomide was once considered safe too...
All the best to you. :) Merry Christmas.
So scary about your little guy. Declan is such a cutie-pie. I am so glad that some of the side effects have abated. Hopefully, as time goes on, you will see more and more encouraging signs.
ReplyDeleteI am like you, I don't like taking medicine and have yet to have a flu, shingles or pneumonia shot, even though it's my "time" according to my doctor. He practically had to twist my arm to convince me to get a tetanus shot a few months ago.They say you are supposed to have them every ten years.
I don't know what the future holds with this covid vaccine. It is scary. Right now, I am keeping my eyes and ears open and letting everyone else take it. Growing up, I remember having to take papers home for my mom to sign and a few days later, watching kids line up outside the gym for "shot day". I have 6 brothers and sisters, life was so hectic, it seems I slipped thru. I was that one kid who would rip up her "shot sheet" on the way home from school. No signed sheet...no shot. I am still here.
You little sneak! haha. I'm waiting to see what happens too. We had the flu shot mandated for all school kids this year in MA and then just this week they said it wasn't going to be mandated anymore...after most everyone had already gotten it! So even if the COVID Vaccine is mandated, maybe if we hold out long enough, they will change their minds.
DeleteThe reason I am researching Singulair is because of damage to my lungs, caused by Covid. Since having Covid, I have developed asthma. I’ve never had a breathing problem in my life. Was put on decadron when I had Covid, to help with breathing. After recovering, my breathing continued to get worse. After being on/off steroids for 8 months, my doctor prescribed Singular. I am scared to death to take it. I’m so afraid of the mental side effects. I take lexapro for mild depression after having 2 brain tumors removed. I’m in a good place mentally now, after a long haul. Singulair sounds like a miracle drug for those people without side effects. I spoke with my doctor about my fears, she still wants me to try it. I’m so tired of struggling to breathe. My oxygen saturation is between 90%-92%. I just don’t know what to do.
DeleteAs far as the vaccine is concerned, I cannot wait to get it. I never went to risk having Covid again! All five people in my house had it, including my three children. We were lucky to come out on the other side as good as we did.
Oh Colleen! I'm so sorry you all went through this! Praise God that prescription ran out. Praise God you figured it out now. It drives me absolutely batty that doctors can swear up and down that a medication is safe when hundreds of them throughout the years have been recalled after also being deemed safe. But yet if you dare question you're one of "those" people and get gaslighted and mocked or denied care altogether. Our system is so messed up.
ReplyDeleteYes we were very happy to figure some of his quirks out.
DeleteI am so sorry that you all had this happen to your precious boy! How very scary! My son was on it for 2 months and had some of the side effects as your son! So very very thankful that you were able to pinpoint the cause. My son was taken off immediately and we were able to control his through an inhaler and allergy shots.
ReplyDeleteI wish we connected the dots earlier! He was so little that we just thought that was who he was :(
DeleteOh my goodness, Colleen, thank you for posting this. Our oldest has been on Singulair for 3 or 4 years now- pretty sure she has cough variant of asthma but hasn't been diagnosed. She has an inhaler and nebulizer but we really noticed a positive difference in her breathing once she was started on the Singulair. After reading this, though, we are definitely looking for an alternative! So glad to hear Declan's reactions are clearning up! And I completely agree with that last paragraph. I'm an RN and the last several months have made me realize don't be afraid to ask questions, especially about Pharmaceuticals, and even "unlearning" certains things that I always abided in the past.
ReplyDeleteI hope your daughter finds an alternative! So far off the Singulair, Declan hasn't had any wheezing episodes :)
DeleteOh poor Declan!! I'm so glad he's feeling more like himself—I have mostly grown out of my childhood asthma (granted, it was exercise-induced, and I don't really exercise sooooo), and I hope he does as well!
ReplyDeleteHaha, chasing after your brood IS exercise Rosie!
DeleteThanks for sharing! I am glad Declan is feeling better off the medicine. (Hopping over from Rosie's linkup ;)
ReplyDeletePrayers for you as Declan moves forward without the Singulair. <3
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